The Last Day of 2009!!

Time flashes..
I am now stepping on the
Eve of 2010!!

Anyway, this year
I'll be at TaiPei 101!!!
the most fascinating fireworks i can say
as this is only where my world goes. LoL

I gotta feeling, that

2010 gonna be a good good year! XD

we are older and so to my relationship.

"Feeling love for your romantic partner
appears to make everybody else less attractive,
and the emotion appears to work in very specific ways
in enabling you to push thoughts of
that tempting other out of your mind,"
said Gian Gonzaga of eHarmony,
whose study is published in the
journal Evolution and Human Behavior.

或许少了批评
我会好一点。

或许少了顾虑
我会正常一点。

或许少了在乎
我会豪爽一点。

empathy 一点也不好搞。

Canon in D LIVE

去哪里
才能 找到你？

我能
无时无刻
？

断了的弦。

有时候 有时候
我会相信一切有尽头。

红豆××王菲

还没好好地感受
雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖
会更明白 什么是温柔

还没跟你牵着手
走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以后 学会珍惜
天长和地久

有时候 有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开 都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我 有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我 看细水长流

还没为你把红豆
熬成缠绵的伤口
然后一起分享
会更明白 相思的哀愁

还没好好地感受
醒著亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右
你才追求 孤独的自由

BabiesOf TheYear 2009

Lee Jayne.

Samuel Ang.

Eugene Ang

Darren Lee, Eugene Ang

Darren.

Poser!

Seeeee~

Cute ma~ hehe

3 of us!!

Me,July 2009.

失望了。
期待
真的不能装得满满

请让我靠。。

OnTopOfTheWorld - Carpenters

Such a feelins comin over me

There is wonder in most everything I see
Not a cloud in the sky
Got the sun in my eyes
And I wont be surprised if its a dream

Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear
Its because you are here
Youre the nearest thing to heaven that Ive seen

Im on the top of the world lookin down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that Ive found ever since youve been around
Your loves put me at the top of the world

Something in the wind has learned my name
And its tellin me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
Theres a pleasin sense of happiness for me

There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here

当

期待装得满满时
失望 却紧紧的跟随着

Theirs.

Happy Birthday to
MissEng
&
MrHong
07/06/2009
=)

TheCutiesssss

DarrenLee vs SamuelAng

Darren

Samuel

they becoming taller, cut-ier, naught-ier
*specially dedicated to sl tf sh howen

蓝眼泪 BlueSand

蓝眼泪是生物
一种在海底生存的微生物
靠海水的一种能量生存的
但是随着海浪被冲上岸。
离开海水的蓝眼泪
只能够生存少过100秒，
随着能量的消失，
蓝眼泪的光芒失去，
它的生命也就结束了。
*this is why i mentioned that we killed them*

浪漫却短暂的一生。
如果浪够大，
你会看见蓝眼泪飘在空中，
就在你身旁，
想萤火虫那样。
*we saw that!!*

正确的分类学名是
ostracod
又名seed shrimp（种虾）
属于crustaceans（介虫）的一种。
由于一些ostracod具有发光性质，
因此也叫做
Bioluminescent Ostracods（firefleas/Sea Firefly）
身长0.2mm至2mm，已经化石化，生活在水中环境。

说到会发光这点，
其实是种虾寻求配偶的方法。
雄性种虾在大海中浮游时有次序地闪烁着蓝光来吸引雌性种虾。

为什么偏偏是蓝色，而不是其他颜色呢？
因为各种颜色的光在大海中的传播速度不一样，
蓝光在海水中的传播速度最快。

蓝眼泪 SeaFirefly

went yamcha with my high school friends

a place named Tanjung Bidara
*u should know where it is, cox it's one of the Melaka's tourist spot*
ya, we had our drinks and craps beside the beach.

alex-the driver of the yamcha session
told us there are BlueSand a.k.a. 蓝眼泪 a.k.a. SeaFirefly
at Tangjung Bidara's beach!

yes, there were lots!
ah lai and alex caught them and put them in a circle
and then we started to kill them *exciting!*

--> do u noticed the jelly-ish spheroid? --> do u noticed the two dots? they actually appeared in blue light.
they were the stars on the beach!
they looked exactly like the lingering stars in the sky
i am loving it!!!
*the greatest night ever!!*

我的未来 似梦非梦

was reading the Studying in Aus thread in lowyat.net

i cant shake off all the gloomy feeling

simply because

i planned to be there by Feb'10.

a 1+2 option offered by huc for bbusiness.

now

i switched to bpscyh

turning everything topsy-turvy.

as
we planned the life,

with all wh-questions.

but me

will not be there anymore.

.never.

心动。

有多久没见你
以为你在哪里
原来就住在我心底
陪伴着我的呼吸
有多远的距离
以为闻不到你气息
谁知道你背影这么长
回头就看到你
过去让他过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹
总是想再见你
还试着打探你 消息
原来你就住在我的身体
守护我的回忆

MyCookies

The 2nd time of making cookiess
the very first time was devoted to MrLim No1 during his birthday
due to the boredom of staying at home and
since my mom has all the tools and ingredientsss..keke
*she is quite sacred of me, she doesnt like me to be busy her kitchen
caused i used to mess up them*keke
so i started to prepare everything at 4 and ended at 7.30
Luckily they tasted not bad
Darren was asking more and more.. B-)proud

The Fist Trial was Failed.keke
TheSuccessed one.Nicey Nicey

I curled my hair.Okay not? Have a clearer look at here

HappyBirthday to MrKuik 30/04/2009
and
Happy Birthday to Ms Liza 01/05/2009

TheRoadNotTaken

By : RobertFrost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

TheHighSchool

i hatred my high school teacherssss

and some of the MaL*Yss

and hatred to be there.

Yet i have bunch of chinese buddies

namely Sylvia aka ahGuek who sat beside me for 2 years*hehe*

ah lai aka capek's son, mrbean aka ahTun's son + Norba's nephew,

alex aka theFish + fatty, MrKu aka ahHuat

err..!

i miss my high school life

i miss those time we ponteng class

bully + contradict with teacherss

bully some of the juniors

and

vandalism.kekeke

Happy Birthday To MoMMY =)

and Mr Budianto Chan

21/04/2009

TheRose - Bette Midler

Some say love, it is a river

that drowns the tender reed.

Some say love, it is a razor,

that leaves your soul to bleed.
I say love, it is a flower

and you it's only seed.
It's the heart afraid of breaking

that never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance.
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying
that never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been to long,
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
just remember in the winter
far beneath the winter snows
lies the seed that with the sun's love
in the spring becomes the rose.

and Happy Birthday to Sylvia ^^

16th April 2009

如果有一天。

如果有一天，你拨我的电话号码，语音告诉你我已经停机。
答应我不可以难过，不可以失落；不可以想我，更加不要记得有这样一个我。

如果有一天，你的手机不再频繁的响起，
请不要等待，不要期盼，更加不要想找到我，只有看到这样的一个你，我才可以放心的离开。

如果有一天，你的耳边不再有人说烦人，讨厌。不再有人固执的说自己永远是正确的，不再有人粗鲁的对你发脾气。
不再有人和你讨价还价的想多讲几分钟电话，不再有人在挂电话之前吵着要你亲亲和抱抱。
这样的一个我消失了，你会难过吗？

如果有一天，你的短信收件箱里，
不再有人撒娇的说你讨厌说你坏，不再有人在做错事情之后悔恨不已的责备自己不对。
不再有人胡言乱语，不再有人长嘘短叹，不再有人时而温顺的对你言听计从，又突然大呼小喝的对你乱发脾气。
你失去了这样的一个我，会失落吗？

到了那样的一天，
我还是希望你有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的想我，一点点关于我的记忆就好，一点点就好。

如果有一天，你打开电脑，我的头像变成了永远的灰色，不要说我不守承诺，是我感觉到累了，倦了，也真的受伤了。

如果有一天，你的生活中没有了我，
请记住我对你的好，我的任性，固执；我的宽容，关怀。
我毫不着边际的孩子话，我的疯话，傻话，伤心时候流着泪，无奈时候叹着气说过的话。
我们呼吸着一样的空气，或许这里能找到你的味道。


如果有一天，你的记忆中没有了我，
不要忘记我们在一起的每一分每一秒，不要忘记我喜欢什么，讨厌什么，觉得什么是幸福，什么是痛苦。
而我无论如何都不会忘记任何一个关于你记忆的片断，你习惯什么，反感什么。
觉得什么是快乐，什么是悲伤。

但如果有一天，你的生命中不再有我，
一定不可以记得我的存在，我的痕迹，因为我害怕你会失落，会难过，会想我，
这一切不是因为你喜欢我，爱我，
而是习惯了我每天的电话，每天的留言，我的胡搅蛮缠，我对你的依赖。
当一个人的生命中习惯了另一个人存在的时候，即使没有喜欢和爱，他依旧会感到失落，会有点难过，
会想他，虽然我是一个喜欢嫉妒，脾气很大，霸道，更加不能容忍我喜欢的人爱着别人的人。×矛盾×

当这一天到来的时候，是我真的绝望，真的心碎，真的疲倦了。
因为有太多太多的时候，我都是装，虽然我总是装作无所谓，可是我真的不在乎吗？而你呢？会在乎我的一切吗？

我该做一个默默守候你的爱人，默默承担一切，偷偷等你，想你的人。
今天陌生的，是昨天熟悉的……

我期待·。

作词：张雨生　作曲：张雨生

张：我期待　有一天我会回来
回到我最初的爱
回到童贞的神采

陶：我期待有一天我会明白
明白人世的至爱
明白原始的情怀

张：我情愿　分合的无奈
能换来 春夜的天籁

陶：我情愿　现在与未来
能充满 秋凉的爽快

陶：SAY GOODBYE SAY GOODBYE
前前后后　迂迂回回地试探
^
张：SAY GOODBYE SAY GOODBYE
昂首阔步　不留一丝遗憾

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